Nothing matters

Life is a dream for most and a lucid dream for some. No mater how weird stuff is in your sleep dreams, you just accept it. It seems completely normal that you can breathe under water, and that all the fish are off to protest against the rise in petrol prices. If you can lucid dream, you realize nothing matters in this dream world. But in your wakening state, suddenly you think everything matters. You need money, a house, a car, certificates from educational institutions, you have to be successful. It matters that you get to work on time, that your clothes look expensive, that you have a raging social life. You think it matters that you win the argument, or at least make sure the other person understands your opinion. It’s just your opinion, why won’t they just listen to you for a moment. Wore you listing to there opinion? We get too caught up with spreading the idea’s that we have, and refuse to take in information that contradicts these ideas that we have.

Today I became lucid in this waking state dream, again. I realized that there is no point in arguing. The degree I am doing at school doesn’t matter. The fact that I’m really anti social have no friends and “need to get out more” doesn’t matter. All the concerts I go to and sit in the queue for 13 hours because its important to get front center, don’t matter. That I realized that nothing matters and am typing it now, doesn’t mater. Your girlfriend / boyfriend doesn’t matter. That not a single person in the world has a fucking clue who they are, wore, or ever will be, doesn’t matter. Nothing matters. NOTHING.

I realize that all the stuff in this lucid, waking dream, doesn’t matter. This gives me incredible clarity of mind. It’s like being 10 days hike from civilization where there is no pollution and you can see all the stars. It’s like… becoming lucid…